-3OH!3
Life has taught me a lot the last few months. Life is mean, unpredictable, spiteful, and sometimes even good. I think the lesson that will stay with me longest, though, is that love doesnt exist. Its a word, not a feeling. Its an emotion as fickle and changeable as happiness and anger. It can change with one word and doesnt stick out till the end. There are movies, books, and songs about love but these arent real either. I've learned to separate fact from fiction, reality from what we want to believe. The ones we love are first to hurt us and first to rub salt in our wounds. They are the first to become out enemies and the last to say they're sorry.
This all being said.... There are great people in the world. Family, friends, neighbors. I think the love and connection between these people runs deep and is real, but the love portrayed by the media isnt what this 'love' really is. I will never say 'I love you' in the same light ever again. The words 'I' 'love' and 'you' lined up in order seem to mean 'I can do whatever I want to you, but those three little words mean you have to take it.' No longer will I.
Now to find my life work and accomplish great things. Alone. :]
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