Happenings

"We gotta get right back to where we started from"
-Maxine Nightingale
So I realized that all my beginning quotes have been from Taylor Swift the past while. I did not plan this. Her music just happens to speak to me. There is complicated, intricate music and then there is Taylor Swift. Basic, sweet, sincere. A thought, a feeling, a sentence, a song. I love the way her music carries feeling.
Well just a quick post about the last little while. School, work, homework, sleep, repeat. I'm trying to schedule in working out now. If you ever want yourself to DO something, challenge yourself. Dont think, 'Ok, I will go to the gym every day this week and I will get in shape!' Think, "Go to the gym every day this week, even if it is for 10 minutes!" Well, this is where I'm at. Dont encourage yourself. Demand it from yourself.
Scheduling is my biggest competitor currently, but do not despair, I will overcome!
Mind over matter today.
I have an idea for my next adventure....
More to come.

Poetically Perfect

"I'll spend forever wondering if you knew... Please don't..."

-Taylor Swift

Of all the ways to tell you, of all the things I wish I could say, it'll have to do for now.

The upside down envelope I get every two weeks answers all questions. I was clueless to say the least, but now I understand. I long for the day when gesture can be turned into word. My history and fearful character will prevent me from telling you first, but be assured, you're my everything.

Here I write the words I cannot say to you. The hidden things kept safe from the cruel, mocking world.

Someday I will share them with you. Along with all the other hidden things. For there are many.

Please don't....

be in love with someone else

have somebody waiting on you

You're my everything.

Cloud Nine

"You are the best thing that's ever been Mine"
Taylor Swift
'When you know, you know.' Or at least I think that's how the saying goes.
How do you know? How do you REALLY know?
Somewhere out there is my better half. My best friend. My someone. Patience is a virtue, they say. As my patience is tried and tested, there's never a thought of abandonment. Not me for you, nor you for me. Just patience being learned. With time, I'm only more amazed and smitten by you. I now know you think of me the same I think of you. The calm and peace that comes about you is something I've never known before. For now, I wait, because 'when you know, you know' and I know.
How do you know? It just happens.
You are my better half. My best friend. My someone.
You're my person.
i.l.y.t.